Deep inside...
Have you ever felt alone?
Like those you know are all busy with their stuff and nobody seems to care about you?
I'm not sure if that feeling is called "lonely"?
Or maybe it's something like...
You are with a group of friends, say... In a party.
Although you're not alone, but you feel as though something's missing?
Like your heart's a deep emptiness?
Is that being "lonely"?
I've been feeling this way for quite some time now.
It's not like I'm all left alone but it's just...
I don't feel satisfied, I don't feel the rush, the excitement anymore.
And what's scary is that I don't have a clue why...
Proudly announce that I'm currently SINGLE.
It's good but at the same time it sucks.
I just don't know how to spend my time and...
You know that feeling like there's no one for you to impress anymore?
It's been a long, long time since I felt that way.
Now, they're all coming back to me.
ALL AT ONCE.
Yes, I feel the hurt.
Of course... Who doesn't?!
I almost died.
Feeling like I couldn't take it.
But what the hell?
It's no big deal, or is it?
Ahh well, if you're feeling the way I do, here's a trick.
Grab a cup of coffee, make sure it taste and smells good, throw yourself on a big and comfy couch, listen to classical music, and dream. Make yourself happy, just blog.
Take care everybody.
Be happy, you're alive and I know you're beautiful.
New Hair Cut...
I cut my hair today! Weeee! My friend think it's nice.
What do you think?
Do I look cute to you?
My song [ Invisible ] is finally up in Myspace.
Please check it out, okay?
Quote :
+ Once a poser, always a poser +
Right.
Gotta chao now!
Take good care everybody!
What do you think about video blogging?
... Or you'd prefer a normal blog with loads of pictures? One thing about video blogging, it kills those readers who's got slow internet. Oh well, your opinion?
My results suck! But anyway, I'm over it. So what? I can do and I WILL do better next time.
Somehow, I find it hard to concentrate on my studies. I'll stare at the book and my mind will drift to some super-duper-lovey-dovey-b la-bla-bla-I-don't-know-w hat land. My God. I spent like 20 minutes on one single page? I had THE LEAST 200 over pages. And I have like 11 subjects?! Whoa! You do the math. It took me centuries to get those books read.
Thursday will be my last day of this hell exam. Gonna have CHINESE. Yes. The subject I sucked at most?! Urgh.
It's been a while, so how are you guys? I did a new song, it's called "invisible". You can hear it at Myspace. Hopefully it's done processing. I decided "1st Movement"! Check this out.
Or...
Which is better?
I find the colours a little weird though.
The M and the T is joined together - My initials.
First Movement...
Tell me what you think, please? +puppy eyes+
Aite people...
Adios for now!
Take care!
Ages...
I know.
I know it's been ages since I last blogged. I still have my mid year going on till the 25th! Argh.I'm just here to write down something really short.
I'm in a "lovely" shape. Go figure what shape that is. Clue, it can be formed using three straight lines? Got it?
Ahhh. I'm caught in the middle. And trust me, it isn't nice.
Oh too, I found out that friends are just so unreliable. Those you never know would be there for you, ARE there for you. While those you thought were your best friends, are just plain using you to get what they want or what they need. For some reason, I find those people rather pathetic. But who cares? You use me, I'll take advantage of you too. I guess that's only fair, no?
Okay. Guess I'll stop here. Nobody's been reading my blog lately though. I was inactive! Oh yeah, one more thing. Emma, so sorry couldn't chat with you these days. I'm with books and books and more books. ARGH. God, I hate exams!
Yeap. Do take care everybody.
Comments are still welcome, you know?Out!