Goodbye My Lover + Destiny Kills...
Goodbye My Lover I want to dedicate these few verses to you
As you move on, remember me
I saw the end before we'd begun
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won
So I took what's mine by eternal right
Took your soul out into the night
It may be over but it won't stop there
I'm still here for your if you'd only care
Remember us and all we used to be
Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me
Like my picture?
The Gorgeous, DeathByGlitter...
Yeap. You're right! I'm gonna write a post all about Emma here.
I find her a really fun person.
Her singing is good and I LIKE HER SINGING TO ME, just the way she likes singing to me.
See, she loves me!
She looks good don't cha think?
OH WAIT! There's more!
SHE LOVES ME!
SHE LOVES ME!
SHE LOVES ME!
SHE LOVES ME!
SHE LOVES ME!
This is the one she posted in my comment box.
But it was too big and my blog goes out of porportion.
It says * idiotbubble rocks my socks, me loves you LOTS! *
YAY!
SHE LOVES ME!
SHE LOVES ME!
SHE LOVES ME!
SHE LOVES ME!
SHE LOVES ME!
I was talking to her through MSN the other day.
Was interviewing her.
LOL.
ME : May i ask you for the permission to interview you for my new post?
DbG: Lol!! sure.
ME : name?
DbG: Emma.
ME : Nicknames?
DbG: Em, Freddie
DbG: andd
DbG: hang on...im sure theres some more lol
DbG: EMMMMZZZAAAA, GlitterGirl and DeathByGlitter
ME : boyfriends?
DbG: none
ME : ex-boyfriends?
DbG: errr.... 3
DbG: or 2
ME : ?
DbG: 2
ME : or maybe 4
DbG: excuse moi! 2!
ME : 2.
DbG: 2
ME : okay 2
ME : RIGHT
ME : girlfriends?
DbG: oh god i dont want to answer this!
DbG: 1 lol
DbG: as in, romantic girlfriends orrr just friends??
ME : romantic girlfriends
DbG: 1
DbG: ok well she wasnt really my girlfriend...but i "fooled around" with her....mehhh
DbG: and it wasnt even much of a fool around
DbG: so put 0
ME : HAHAHAHAHHAA
ME : I LOVE THIS
DbG: i dont!
ME : sex?
DbG: nope
DbG: oh wait
ME : male or female or the other sort? lol
ME : Any
DbG: well...im female. lol and nope i havent had sex
ME : french kissed whom?
ME : your secrets will be all out
DbG: LOL
DbG: aaaaarrrrhhhhh lol
DbG: err....2 guys 1 girl
ME : and a teacher
DbG: oh jesus
DbG: yes and a teacher
ME : lol
ME : 2 guys 1 girl and a teacher
ME : new series
DbG: lmao
DbG: aaahhhhhhh
ME : eyes. colour?
DbG: blue
ME : bra size?
ME : WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKKAKA!
ME : I'm SOO ENJOYING this!
DbG: AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
ME : answering or not answering, gorgeous?
ME : oh and yea
ME : you may pass
DbG: errr....mehhhhhh pass
DbG: you can do a follow up if i decide to tell you lol
ME : rules changed
ME : no pass
DbG: grrr
ME : ALRITE ALRITE!
ME : love idiotbubble?
DbG: yeaaahhh
ME : lots?
DbG: lots n lots like jelly tots *says in baby voice*
ME : weeeeeeeeeeeee
ME : we should baby talk some day
DbG: yerr!
ME : okay! interview ends here
DbG: i have a new sign for you that you can put under the bra size question
ME : oh yea?
DbG: yep...hang on
ME : hang on?!
ME : what r u going to do?
DbG: take another photo!
ME : of your...?
DbG: lol
ME : LOL. okay i shall wait.
And this is what comes up!
YAY!! ME loves you too, really.
I'm going for my volleyball match in about an hour.
Didn't go to school today, wasn't feeling well.
Since I have my volleyball match going on, I get to skip my piano lesson!
I'm reading this book THE RULE OF FOUR.
Anyone else who's read it?
Well, I think I shall stop here.
Wish me luck for the game!
Take care people!
Life is too short for any regrets.
Suddenly feel like writing this...
My dear leaf,
How are you doing there? I was reading the stuff I've blogged last two years ago. I can't help but smile. You know what are the things that remind me most about you? A tree covered with the greenest green without any flowers, a windy day, a kite, baboons. Pretty weird huh? Probably it was the song, the song that made me cried like a baby. I heard it this afternoon. I was in the car and every word went into my veins. Of course, I didn't cry or whatsoever, but there's a tiny bit of hurt, I have to admit.
Do you remember the days? The few short months? For me, those few months were the most exciting, filled with never ending surprises. To you, it might be boring and perhaps it meant nothing to you. But the little things you do, your gestures, the way you smile, those were the moments you caught and hid me in a totally different world, a world where only happiness exist, a place where all my worries and sadness vanish. It was like, you were the only thing I see. And there you were, not going anywhere, there with me. True, you weren't all that into me although we were so called 'together'. Hmm, probably you were into me. Who knows?
You told me you liked me more than you did someone else... A few days ago. You know what? If you would've told me two years ago, I wouldn't be shedding rivers and seas and oceans of tears, wouldn't I? I could remember those tears clearly. Sometimes, I could take myself back in time and feel that moment of loss. I just did minutes ago. Without a doubt, I still don't like how it feels. It's funny, though. After so long, I can't deny, you're still a part of me. Ahh... memories eh?
Sometimes, I would read a book. The book I've written almost everything that has happened between us in. I missed you. I wouldn't say it's like I still want you back or anything of that kind. It is more like I miss those times we've shared together, the feelings, and the things we were capable of doing together. I know I will never find another like you. I might find one that is close, but not there. Well, don't get me wrong, this is not a bad thing. I appreciate the friendship we share now. I find it special. Special in its own way. I never knew I could talk about what happened between us with you so casually. I like it. You know why I like it? Although we are still friends, the ones before and after our cute relationship, we didn't talk about a single thing about what had happened. Nothing. It's like, what me and the others had were forgotten, like they never really occur and that they were just a dream.
I've seen you with quite a number of other people now. Yea? Wonderful relationships and love triangles, I suppose. I'm glad you still talk to me about them, at least I know you were once in my life and that it was real and both of us accepted it as it was. It was a heavy walk walking away and coming back as a friend. Love can do wonders, don't you think? Any form of love. I still love you, but it is only a different kind of love. The kind of love I have for my closest friends with an extra topping. Bonus for ya! Thanks to our compatibility.
Well, I shall keep you right there in my heart...
Keep you there the way you wanna stay.
♥Tree