Charcoaled Firefly

Well, The Chinese New Year Concert went well!
I'll put up the video here.
So I won't have to upload my pictures.
But that will take a while cuz my friend is editing the video.

Ahh, I went out shopping with a bunch of friends.
It was super fun.
We took lots of pictures and I bought an orange Diesal shirt, a black Tribe polo T, and a pair of some-brand-in-Japanese jeans.
Man, I've spent ALL my money.

Here are some pictures.

Before the concert... Betty in purple and Lisa in white.

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Me in white and Se Yen in Black in the dressing room at InBase.

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Famous model in town. FREE photo session.

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Fan 1: Se Yen
We are looking good people!

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Fan 2: Patricia
Love the pink!

Fan 3: Jenna
Sight Seeing, baby!

Fan 4: Sin Hui
Same shirt!
A day to remember!

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Group picture.
From left: Me, Se Yen, Patricia, Jenna and Chrystal

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There you go!
Days are fast when they are great.

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Hello ladies and gents!

Ahh, I've been busy. I mean, VERY busy. Days are tiring and full of wonderful, wonderful things. Yea right, wonderful, my ass.

To be quite honest, I've been good. Or, better. I haven't been lying around, loitering, doing nothing. But guess what? Life is playing games with me. My dear friends, do you think life is fair?

NO, I AM TELLING YOU IT'S NOT! IF YOU THINK IT IS, YOU MUST BE OUT OF YOUR MIND.

Why are all the bad people getting ANYTHING they want? Why good poeple seem to be losing EVERYTHING they ever had?! If that's the point, why should we even TRY to be good? Why is it so easy for suckers to disguise themselves? Why do they have the power to take the things they do not deserve?

I get so sick when I think about it. I can't help thinking that people are truly BLINDED. They only look outside and they think they saw the inside from the outside, get what I mean? Just because I portray myself that way doesn't mean that I AM that person. So open up your cute, cold eyes and look, okay?

This sucks. I hate school, I'll tell ya. I feel like I'll always be that me I used to be to others. They will never see any changes. Why? Because I was so messed up, I left the image of a terrorist in their spongy brains that suck ONLY BAD THINGS about people and NOT useful, meaningful things. They gossip and they feel nice. WTF?!

Well, Monday will be the rehearsal for this year's Chinese New Year concert. I sweat trying to get our hip hop performance done. Tomorrow... Tommorow and it will be done. I hope. I haven't have time to memorize my script for the play. And I don't FEEL like memorizing. But whatever, what needs to be done, will be done.

Okay, now my eyes are shutting down.

*splashes water* Ahh, better.

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Spinning Misery ^{New song lyrics}

Spinning misery
Nothing's left for me
Nothing but my own reflection
Laughing back at me

Spinning misery
Who am I to please
When the sky's a different blue
A different hue

Got up the train
Like nobody's on board
I cut the chain
Cuz I don't wanna be
Tangled up in you

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And I walked up the hill
And talked to you
I choose you
This much is true
Somehow
I miss the way you look at me
I fist the way you've broken free
Somehow
Spinning misery

Spinning misery
I chose this box properly
There's no others I'll choose
To use

Spinning misery
I refuse to refuse
To reuse
This love I've abused

Sometimes I feel like
Screaming at myself
I put trust in
All of your lies
Convinced myself
All these are real

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To much toxic comes undone
They start the chase
I began to run
My body's broken
Yours is bent
This confort zone

I remember
Pretending to be
Who I'm not anymore
I remember
Forgetting to be
Who I was before

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What do you think?

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