Staring blankly at the high walls
Am I the only one at fault?
Am I the one fucked up, not moving on?
Have I waited for a bitch for too long?
It's easy to love you cuz you're fucking beautiful
But I fucking hate you cuz you're always a part of me
I want you to get the hell out of here, nothing's meaningful
But you can't and you won't and I can't make you be
You knew this fuck is going to happen
Yet you held tightly and lead me on
I trusted you fucker, I was disappointed
Fuck the paper with the words and the pictures drawn
You stay away from me
I'm so sick of you, you bitch
You try to make me feel pathetic
But you don't know you're the one at it
Not everyone is drawn to your seduction
And I think it's time for you to stop all your bullshit
Don't fucking tell me you're lonely
Nothing will ever mean shit now
Don't fucking let me know if you're angry
Cuz I don't give a damn if you're down
Now you can just screw me
Ruin me
Love me
Then leave me
And rewind everything again
And shit, everytime hell I will feel the same
The same fucking feeling
I doubt it would ever gonna change
And fuck that feeling tells me that I love you
But damn it, it feels so real
You make me feel hate as well as guilt
But fuck it
Somewhere in the corner you know I still love you

:wink:

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