One month before Christmas

11.26.04 (3:10 am)   [edit]

The night is so calm along with a dark shade of blue,
Hanging in the middle of millions of stars there goes the moon.
Lighting comes along showing that it's going to rain soon,
Sitting here all alone my thoughts slowly drift to you.

Suddenly loneliness takes over and it feels so clear,
(I miss you)
Closing my eyes tightly I only wish you were here.
You seem to be so far away and the stars they seem so near,
(As I open my eyes and look up to the sky)
I wish upon every stars that infront of my very eyes you will appear.

I breathe in and the air fill up the emptiness in me,
Thinking what and how my life has come to be.
I stand up then look around the place aimlessly,
My mind sees you and your name resound in my head repeatedly.

Noone knows how much I miss you deep inside,
Cuz the feeling in words nobody can ever describe.
(I love you)
Joy, anger or sadness but who am I to decide?
When your hands is where my heart collides.

How I wish I can show you how much I care,
(But how to?)
I see you in everything and no matter where,
I'm falling for you I'm not lying and I swear,
(I'm telling the truth)
I love you and I promise I'll always be there.

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0107

11.17.04 (10:29 pm)   [edit]

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I think I'm very troubled


I feel so tense I think


I'm very sick


My brain doesn't seem to be working


 


My brain likes to think about you


Trouble is


It thinks about nothing but you


I can't get you out of my mind


 


My heart and my soul


They are all about you


My concious and my words


They all start with you


 


I don't want to feel


The way I'm feeling now


I should have never touch


What I cannot grab


 


Everywhere I go


And everything I see


I think of only you


You rule my mind


 


I miss you


More and more


As time passes


I just can't help it


 


I fall in love


Deeper and deeper


As days fly


It's too deep for me to climb back up


 


You have no idea


How much I long to see your face


The warmth of your soul


You're just too irresistable


 


A calm dark night


In my room


With my lights on


And my solitude


 


I close my eyes as I think of you


Are you asleep now


Are you missing me like how I'm missing you


Or are you leaving me behind for someone else


 


:wink:

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I Feel So Empty...

11.16.04 (11:43 pm)   [edit]
I have no idea what is going on inside me. Nothing seems to be wrong. But I just have this funny feeling. Like I feel so empty. Like a lost soul. Just sitting around, in my own world, What have I done? I don't know. When I think about it, everything is just fine. Everything is how they suppose to be. But yet, I still feel imperfect. Like there is something undone. But what is it? Miss my friends too much? Like we're too lost contact? It's just for a week, but why am I feeling like this. Just lying down on my bed, I feel so meaningless. Like my body is there, but my heart and soul is else where. What is wrong with me? Too sick of being me? Do I need a change? In character? Looks? Getting bored of myself? I have no idea.

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Crazy...

11.10.04 (12:27 am)   [edit]

Tell me what's wrong with society

When everywhere I look I see

Young girls dying to be on tv

They won't stop till

they've reached their dreams




Diet pills, surgery

Photoshoped pictures in magazines

Telling them how they should be

It doesn't make sense to me




Is everybody going crazy?

Is anybody gonna save me?

Can anybody tell me what's going on?

Tell me what's going on

If you open your eyes

You'll see that something is wrong




I guess things are not how they used to be

There's no more normal families

Parents act like enemies

Making kids feel like it's world war III



No one cares, no one's there

I guess we're all too damn busy

Money's our first priority

It doesn't make sense to me




Tell me what's going on with society?

When everywhere I look I see

Rich guys driving big SUV's

While kids are starving in the streets

No one cares

No one likes to share

I guess life's unfair



Tell me what's going on

If you open your eyes

You'll see that something

Something is wrong



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